Here's the thing about being a loner...
It's lonely.
It's not that I don't like to be by myself...I do.
But a loner's loneliness, when they get lonely, is like lonely times ten.
It's not understanding why you suddenly want to be around someone but not wanting to be bothered and snapping at everyone who asks you what's wrong...only further isolating yourself.
It's a vicious cycle.
It's not that I don't have friends, I do. I just, for some reason, don't really want to be around them. Friends will either hold your hand in silence or try to psycho-analyze you so that THEY can understand what you're not talking about and I really don't want to risk the latter.
I don't know.
You know...that shit made a lot of sense. When I go through these moments, people tend not to understand that. You amaze me chic.
ReplyDeleteI'm so glad someone understands.
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